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The Traveler Part One: Lost
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DurachInside feels different, not like before. Ive felt something slipping since the day i was born. A growing thirst for acceptance, or maybe love... i dont know what i want. Not anymore. Im always alone even when in a crowd. I know it sounds stupid but its the way of my soul.

Emptyness as vast as the universe, sadness as dark as coal. Ive always felt this way, even when i think im happy its just a dream. A temporary respite before reality sets itself again. Is there no happyness for me? Is there no rainbow in my sky?

The sun never shines on me, it never has and never will, It doesnt matter nothing does, my Durach
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Emotions Of The Soul
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My WorryOf all the human emotions one can feel, worry seems to follow me. It eats away at my soul as if it were a ripe fruit in the hands of a starved child. I worry about my friends, how they are and how they feel. I worry about my family are they happy, do i shame them. I worry about my love, is she safe, can i protect her. I worry about the important things, and things that seem mundane. I seem to worry day and night but i am not afraid. Its my role in life to worry, I was chosen to take on this task. I'm last to worry about myself, its just the way i am... maybe someday if we meet, i'll worry about you as well. My Worry
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Cheese Could Cure Cancer If Cancer Was Cheese

Fri Jun 1, 2007, 7:37 AM

Mood: Agony
Listening to: THE VOICES IN MY HEAD
Reading: THE MINDS OF OTHERS
Watching: THE WORLD TURN
Playing: WITH MY SELF
Eating: THE REMNANTS OF MY YOUTH
Drinking: THE REMAINS OF MY HUMANITY

WOW!!! Its been a while since I did this, almost forgot how to navigate this site let alone walk talk and chew bubble gum at the same. Anywho I seem to have gone through stuff since last I wrote, I found someone, then I lost em, then found em again then I think I did the old "self sabotage" (is that how you spell it???) and now i im alone again.

I think I still have a chance to save it but I dont want to hurt anyone anymore. It seems that thats all im good for nowadays even though I never intend to.
I dunno maybe I should just end it all once and for all
with a big loud BANG, but im too much of a coward.
Oh well nothing left for me to do now but work, sleep, and wait for the end to come naturally.

WHO NEEDS HAPPYNESS ANYWAY RIGHT?

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Current Residence: Lorain Ohio, Planet Urth
Interests: Video Games, and all things electronic
Favourite movie: Howard The Duck
Favourite band or musician: hmm never thought about it...
Favourite genre of music: Hey wait a second...
Favourite artist: Whats with all the questions?
Favourite poet or writer: This is getting annoying...
Favourite photographer: Stop please...
Favourite style of art: Hentai i guess...
Operating System: Windows XP silly lol
MP3 player of choice: I always wanted one...
Shell of choice: Turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Anything without pink or flowers
Skin of choice: What is that like do i eat people or something...
Favourite game: Anything with the words Final and Fantasy in it... except of course Mystic Quest, everyone hates it
Favourite gaming platform: PS whatever
Favourite cartoon character: Ren from Ren and Stimpy
Personal Quote: When life gives you lemons, make sure to rub them on your wounds.
Tools of the Trade: I found my tools, but theyre broken...